Im here blogging again.
I felt very very guilty at this current moment.
I'M SORRY.
I'M REALLY REALLY SORRY. :'(
Today morning was kinda late, but school door closed at 7.20am. shouldnt be that early.
when I arrived school Im going in by the front door.
then when I opened the car door and I prepared to get down the car,
suddenly, a form3 boy bang on my car door.
He ran too fast until he cant managed to stop when I've opened the car door.
so he bang on it. then he looked at me a while, start running again.
Im numb, standing beside my car door, looking at the form3 boy which is still running.
and suddenly, he turn back looked at me, and he waved his hand near his forehead. ( I think he looks like apologise ) then, he started running again, into the school.
Then Im like numb, and that time cynthia was there walking, she called me, asked me why am i pointing infront. Only i woke up. I realised that what's really happened. Zzzzz. Wtf Im doing?...Idiot.
Im keep thinking about this until recess, i try to look around and search for him.
but i dun even remember how he really looks like, Im like an idiot stood beside the car, stunned.
I cant find him...... I still owe him a sorry.
what is happening this early morning is bothering me till now. I scare he'll got any internal injury.
please. God bless him. And bless me as well. I dun wanna be the one who caused his misery. I REALLY DONT WAN ANYTHING HAPPENED ON HIM!
I told yk, xy, lm, mom and brother, they said that he'll be fine. but Im still damn scare right now....
Im sorry. I really hope he'll be fine.
please God, bless him! and bless me as well.
Im sorry. really really sorry......